MISS U ALL!
I have too little time…too many to do!
I wish I can be there during your birthday, your gathering, your exhibition, when you share jokes, catching a movie or even out for mamaking.
Instead, all I have…sadly, is only loads of work and meetings.
How can I get out of this???
I wish to team teach with Ezura on the new release (which is done and over…the next release is at the door step)
I wish to go for more Combat and Jam…urg…GOD know I am desperate!
I wish to cook the vege I bought from Cameron 2 weeks ago…they are all “GONE”
I wish to compile all my wedding photos and DVDs…still stuck in my mind
I wish to catch a few movie…now I need to consider where to get the DVDs
I wish to finish a few book… there’s a layer of dust on it
I wish I post and share more often…all hit became history…
I wish I could lay at the beach and do Nothing… think Nothing….
I wish I can just cling on JP and being a housewife.
Ops…how irresponsible is that. Anyway, I am just yanking….ya da ya da… arggg….I MISS YOU!
3 comments November 10, 2008
Cannot fails
It is funny when one move on from one job to another hoping the load will be lighter, the task will easier to handle. Yet it must have some challenges to enable one to demonstrate his/ her problem solving skills.
Problems are usually unresolve issues from the past catching up on us. It doesn’t mean to be pleasant. So, solving it won’t be a pleasant process as well, especially when the problem is related to living things - HUMAN.
These problem can be easily resolve if you know about it, when it is just a tiny seed growing its first root and stems. It will usually require special attention and time spend together to be able to notice it. Else, it will get big and grow strong like a snowball waiting to overtake and swallow you in pain. That is the most scary “problem”…to me.
Yes, I am currently in one. Painful indeed. I wish I can be a little tough, a little stronger, having a little more courage with a little more wisdom.
I wish I can take the easy way out, yet I am not used to failure.
JP commented, “You cannot accept failure. Rachel Lim must success.”
I reply, “I always fails, but God required me to be excellent!”
JP reply,”Excellent Yes, Perfect No”
*Sight*
I won’t walk away from problem. I don’t usually do. I prefer to see it to past, even if the problem gonna take so much off me. I allowed myself to endure the pain but never walk away.
JP commented, “You are always harsh to self, but forgiving to others.”
Yes, with many holes in my heart, I will press on. Pray for me…will you?
6 comments October 23, 2008
4A
Thank you for coming and helping out with my super ambitious(as usual) “The Affection Menu”. Hope you enjoy the food and the time we had together.
It is also a closing point of this important chapter call “The Big Day”.
Once again, thanks for making my “Big Day” a memorable one!
^_~ Cheers!
4 comments October 14, 2008
Dreamland for all…
Hey guys and girls,
For those who have a little problemo called “Insomnia”. Check out the link below,
http://health.msn.com/health-topics/slideshow.aspx?cp-documentid=100214716>1=31019
As summarised, these are just some of the steps you can take so that you can zzzzzzzzz
- Turn off your mind
- The herbal approach
- Don’t waste your time in bed
- Don’t turn your bed into an office
- Try sex before bedtime
- Light up your life
- Eat a light snack before bedtime
- Use mechanical aids
- Avoid stimulants after twilight
- Learn and practice relaxation techniques
- Question your medication
- Create a comfortable sleep setting
It’s all in there,
my personal favourite activity that will put me to sleep.
- Reading Bible
- Pray
It’s the best way to end a day… 
1 comment October 8, 2008
I chased my Dream; and caught by an ANGEL
For those who she has not told the story yet.
It’s funny, how it all started out, you and I studying in the same course, your are my senior, and I always like your artwork, you are like an artwork, just you don’t realise. I remember seeing you in computer labs, you are always full speed ahead, working on projects.
Looking back, thanks to Michael, who selected 4 person to represent our college, giving us an opportunity to work together. Working with you can be a pain, you are such a perfectionist and can be difficult to dealt with at certain time. However, it’s all worth it, all the hardwork will enventually be shown, what a showcase.
Yes, through time and time again. I will pursue my work and “Dream”, you are always pouring cool water and supporting me from the ground, I have done so much mistakes in the past, only to realise that you are the one who’s always there for me. For better or worse, richer or poorer, through good days and bad days.
To be so ignorant in chasing my Dream, I think those days are over now. Now we are going to work on our Dream You beside me hand in hand, I will live the vow on the aisle that day. I, Jeffrey Patrick take you Lim Meau Theng to be my wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health for as long as we both shall live.
Live and Living is totally 2 different thing. Stop to Live the way the world and circumstances pushes you towards. Start Living the purpose living life that has been granted :)
cheers
2 comments September 30, 2008
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